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Recently I have had accounts with people that I truly don't know. I went out to dinner with a friend on mine named Carrie and I didn't know how to act around these new comers of the "Jaedon experience". Not making it any easier was the fact that between t h e seven of us there was me and four other girls, even though I am dating someone (one of the issues in the whole spiel is that I am said to flirt with everyone). I truly had no idea how to act. Whether to go weird mode (as seen on this website) or normal m ode (not quite as bad as weird mode). Needless to say I started off with normal mode. And worked my way into weird mode. Never actually reaching the threshold of weird mode. We talked about lots of interesting stuff "sheep love" and "Jewish shoelaces" but never anything to weird. I can tell already this article is gonna be boring to the people like you right now reading it saying "what the hell is this guy talking about why should I care." To tell you the truth I hope you don't it will make me feel better . How I show people that I don't intend to see more than once my true self is a tough thing to do and I know it isn't going to happen so I might as well show them my mood. Because there are people that I have known all my life or nearly all my life and do n 't truly know me exist shows that I couldn't possible show them my true self in an y reason able amount of time. The only true person who I would ever invest the amount of time to do such a thing would be a spouse and possibly a child. It doesn't mean that I am not going to get emotionally involved but it does mean that I am going to use my head. Though my mind has meandered through this paragraph my mind thought over all these possibilities in the first couple minutes of talking to these people. I think I have gone into deep thinking mode.